You're lost, not realizing. You kept walking till your soul went empty. You feel nothing, not knowing that everything is falling apart. You left the living soul in your past. Aren't as strong as it should be, but through faith in your believing, there is Allah. You achive something before, then you got lost, you got nothing. You thought you're living a good life, well that's just happening in your eyes. In your heart, your true self is gone. You lose faith through hardship you fail to handle. You thought you have to be stronger yourself. You got it, yes, yet you do lose yourself for believing in your own strength, you kept your faith aside. Not knowing that Allah misses you. Where are you, Asyraf? Come back, heal your soul.
Deep in my heart, I miss You, i know you're listening. Its my ego, anger, impatient, frustration. Forgive me. Please guide me back oh Allah. Astaghfirullahhal'azim